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Before midnight the Senora (as Eva Mendez is
usually called) broke a flower from the bouquet on the altar
and used it to snuff out the flame of the only candle that
was still burning. We were left in darkness and in darkness
we remained until dawn. For a half hour we waited in silence.
Allan felt cold and wrapped himself in a blanket. A few
minutes later he leaned over and whispered, "Gordon, I
am seeing things!" I told him not to worry, I was too.
The visions had started. They reached a plateau of intensity
deep in the night, and they continued at that level until
about 4 o'clock. We felt slightly unsteady on our feet and in
the beginning were nauseated. We lay down on the mat that had
been spread for us, but no one had any wish to sleep except
the children, to whom mushrooms are not served. We were never
more wide awake, and the visions came whether our eyes were
opened or closed. They emerged from the center of the field
of vision, opening up as they came, now rushing, now slowly,
at the pace that our will chose. They were in vivid color,
always harmonious. They began with art motifs, angular such
as might decorate carpets or textiles or wallpaper or the
drawing board of an architect. Then they evolved into palaces
with courts, arcades, gardensresplendent palaces all
laid over with semiprecious stones. Then I saw a mythological
beast drawing a regal chariot. Later it was as though the
walls of our house had dissolved, and my spirit had flown
forth, and I was suspended in mid-air viewing landscapes of
mountains, with camel caravans advancing slowly across the
slopes, the mountains rising tier above tier to the very
heavens. Three days later, when I repeated the same
experience in the same room with the same curanderas, instead
of mountains I saw river estuaries, pellucid water flowing
through an endless expanse of reeds down to a measureless
sea, all by the pastel light of a horizontal sun. This time a
human figure appeared, a woman in primitive costume, standing
and staring across the water, enigmatic, beautiful, like a
sculpture except that she breathed and was wearing woven
colored garments. It seemed as though I was viewing a world
of which I was not a part and with which I could not hope to
establish contact. There I was, poised in space, a
disembodied eye, invisible, incorporeal, seeing but not seen.
ALLAN RICHARDSON eats a mushroom in spite of his
pledge to his wife. |
The visions were not blurred or uncertain.
They were sharply focused, the lines and colors being so
sharp that they seemed more real to me than anything I had
ever seen with my own eyes. I felt that I was now seeing
plain, whereas ordinary vision gives us an imperfect view; I
was seeing the archetypes, the Platonic ideas, that underlie
the imperfect images of everyday life. The thought crossed my
mind: could the divine mushrooms be the secret that lay
behind the ancient Mysteries? Could the miraculous mobility
that I was now enjoying be the explanation for the flying
witches that played so important a part in the folklore and
fairy tales of northern Europe? These reflections passed
through my mind at the very time that I was seeing the
visions, for the effect of the mushrooms is to bring about a
fission of the spirit, a split in the person, a kind of
schizophrenia, with the rational side continuing to reason
and to observe the sensations that the other side is
enjoying. The mind is attached as by an elastic cord to the
vagrant senses.
Meanwhile the Senora and her daughter were not
idle. When our visions were still in the initial phases, we
heard the Senora waving her arms rhythmically. She began a
low, disconnected humming. Soon the phrases became articulate
syllables, each disconnected syllable cutting the darkness
sharply. Then by stages the Senora came forth with a
full-bodied canticle, sung like very ancient music. It seemed
to me at the time like an introit to the Ancient of Days. As
the night progressed her daughter spelled her at singing.
They sang well, never loud, with authority. What they sang
was indescribably tender and moving, fresh, vibrant, rich. I
had never realized how sensitive and poetic an instrument the
Mixeteco language could be. Perhaps the beauty of the
Senora's performance was partly an illusion induced by the
mushrooms; if so, the hallucinations are aural as well as
visual. Not being musicologists, we know not whether the
chants were wholly European or partly indigenous in origin.
From time to time the singing would rise to a climax and then
suddenly stop, and then the Senora would fling forth spoken
words, violent, hot, crisp words that cut the darkness like a
knife. This was the mushroom speaking through her, God's
words, as the Indians believe, answering the problems that
had been posed by the participants. This was the Oracle. At
intervals, perhaps every half hour, there was a brief
intermission, when the Senora would relax and some would
light cigarets.
ON MORNING after eating mushrooms, Wasson and his
wife review his notes, taken in the dark. Jars
contain mushrooms later sent to Heim. |
At one point, while the daughter sang, the
Senora stood up in the darkness where there was an open space
in our room and began a rhythmic dance with clapping or
slapping. We do not know exactly how she accomplished her
effect. The claps or slaps were always resonant and true. So
far as we know, she used no device, only her hands against
each other or possibly against different parts of her body.
The claps and slaps had pitch, the rhythm at times was
complex, and the speed and volume varied subtly. We think the
Senora faced successively the four points of the compass,
rotating clockwise, but are not sure. One thing is certain:
this mysterious percussive utterance was ventriloquistic,
each slap coming from an unpredictable direction and
distance, now close to our ears, now distant, above, below,
here and yonder, like Hamlet's ghost hic et ubique. We
were amazed and spellbound, Allan and I.
There we lay on our mat, scribbling notes in
the dark and exchanging whispered comments, our bodies inert
and heavy as lead, while our senses were floating free in
space, feeling the breezes of the outdoors, surveying vast
landscapes or exploring the recesses of gardens of ineffable
beauty. And all the while we were listening to the daughter's
chanting and to the unearthly claps and whacks, delicately
controlled, of the invisible creatures darting around us.
The Indians who had taken the mushrooms were
playing a part in the vocal activity. In the moments of
tension they would utter exclamations of wonder and
adoration, not loud, responsive to the singers and
harmonizing with them, spontaneously yet with art.
On that initial occasion we all fell asleep
around 4 o'clock in the morning. Allan and I awoke at 6,
rested and heads clear, but deeply shaken by the experience
we had gone through. Our friendly hosts served us coffee and
bread. We then took our leave and walked back to the Indian
house where we were staying, a mile or so away.
ROM the many mushroom celebrations that I have
now witnessed, nine in all, it is clear to me that at least
in the Mixeteco country the congregation is indispensable to
the rite. Since the congregation, in order to participate,
must be brought up in the tradition, any white persons should
be greatly outnumbered by the Indians. But this does not mean
that the mushrooms lose their potency if not eaten
communally. My wife and our daughter Masha, 18, joined us a
day after the ceremony that I have described, and on July 5,
in their sleeping bags, they ate the mushrooms while alone
with us. They experienced the visions too. They saw the same
brilliant colors; my wife saw a ball in the Palace of
Versailles with figures in period costumes dancing to a
Mozart minuet. Again, on Aug. 12, 1955, six weeks after I had
gathered the mushrooms in Mexico, I ate them in a dried state
in my bedroom in New York, and found that if anything they
had gained in their hallucinogenic potency.
T was a walk in the woods, many years ago, that
launched my wife and me on our quest of the mysterious
mushroom. We were married in London in 1926, she being
Russian, born and brought up in Moscow. She had lately
qualified as a physician at the University of London. I am
from Great Falls, Mont. of Anglo-Saxon origins. In the late
summer of 1927, recently married, we spent our holiday in the
Catskills. In the afternoon of the first day we went
strolling along a lovely mountain path, through woods
crisscrossed by the slanting rays of a descending sun. We
were young, carefree and in love. Suddenly my bride abandoned
my side. She had spied wild mushrooms in the forest, and
racing over the carpet of dried leaves in the woods, she
knelt in poses of adoration before first one cluster and then
another of these growths. In ecstasy she called each kind by
an endearing Russian name. She caressed the toadstools,
savored their earthy perfume. Like all good Anglo-Saxons, I
knew nothing about the fungal world and felt that the less I
knew about those putrid, treacherous exorescences the better.
For her they were things of grace, infinitely inviting to the
perceptive mind. She insisted on gathering them, laughing at
my protests, mocking my horror. She brought a skirtful back
to the lodge. She cleaned and cooked them. That evening she
ate them, alone. Not long married, I thought to wake up the
next morning a widower.
These dramatic circumstances, puzzling and
painful for me, made a lasting impression on us both. From
that day on we sought an explanation for this strange
cultural cleavage separating us in a minor area of our lives.
Our method was to gather all the information we could on the
attitude toward wild mushrooms of the Indo-European and
adjacent peoples. We tried to determine the kinds of
mushrooms that each people knows, the uses to which these
kinds are put, the vernacular names for them. We dug into the
etymology of those names, to arrive at the metaphors hidden
in their roots. We looked for mushrooms in myths, legends,
ballads, proverbs, in the writers who drew their inspiration
from folklore, in the clichés of daily conversation, in
slang and the telltale recesses of obscene vocabularies. We
sought them in the pages of history, in art, in Holy Writ. We
were not interested in what people learn about mushrooms from
books, but what untutored country folk know from childhood,
the folk legacy of the family circle. It turned out that we
had happened on a novel field of inquiry.
S the years went on and our knowledge grew, we
discovered a surprising pattern in our data: each
Indo-European people is by cultural inheritance either
"mycophobe" or "mycophile," that is, each
people either rejects and is ignorant of the fungal world or
knows it astonishingly well and loves it. Our voluminous and
often amusing evidence in support of this thesis fills many
sections of our new book, and it is there that we submit our
case to the scholarly world. The great Russians, we find, are
mighty mycophiles, as are also the Catalans, who possess a
mushroomic vocabulary of more than 200 names. The ancient
Greeks, Celts, and Scandinavians were mycophobes, as are the
Anglo-Saxons. There was another phenomenon that arrested our
attention: wild mushrooms from earliest times were steeped in
what the anthropologists call mana, a supernatural
aura. The very word "toadstool" may have meant
originally the "demonic stool" and been the
specific name of a European mushroom that causes
hallucinations. In ancient Greece and Rome there was a belief
that certain kinds of mushrooms were procreated by the
lightning bolt. We made the further discovery that this
particular myth, for which no support exists in natural
science, is still believed among many widely scattered
peoples: the Arabs of the desert, the peoples of India,
Persia and the Pamirs, the Tibetans and Chinese, the
Filipinos and the Maoris of New Zealand, and even among the
Zapotecs of Mexico.... All of our evidence taken together led
us many years ago to hazard a bold surmise: was it not
probable that, long ago, long before the beginnings of
written history, our ancestors had worshiped a divine
mushroom? This would explain the aura of the supernatural in
which all fungi seem to be bathed. We were the first to offer
the conjecture of a divine mushroom in the remote
cultural background of the European peoples, and the
conjecture at once posed a further problem: what kind of
mushroom was once worshiped and why?
Our surmise turned out not to be farfetched. We
learned that in Siberia there are six primitive
peoplesso primitive that anthropologists regard them as
precious museum pieces for cultural studywho use an
hallucinogenic mushroom in their shamanistic rites. We found
that the Dyaks of Borneo and the Mount Hagen natives of New
Guinea also have recourse to similar mushrooms. In China and
Japan we came upon an ancient tradition of a divine mushroom
of immortality, and in India, according to one school, the
Buddha at his last supper ate a dish of mushrooms and was
forthwith translated to nirvana.
"MUSHROOM stone" from the highlands of
Guatemala dates back to 300 - 600 AD |
When Cortez conquered Mexico, his followers
reported that the Aztecs were using certain mushrooms in
their religious celebrations, serving them, as the early
Spanish friars put it, in a demonic holy communion and
calling them teonanacatl, "God's flesh." But
no one at that time made a point of studying this practice in
detail, and until now anthropologists have paid little
attention to it. We with our interest in mushrooms seized on
the Mexican opportunity, and for years have devoted the few
leisure hours of our busy lives to the quest of the divine
mushroom in Middle America. We think we have discovered it in
certain frescoes in the Valley of Mexico that date back to
about 400 A.D., and also in the "mushroom stones"
carved by the highland Maya of Guatemala that go back in one
or two instances to the earliest era of stone carvings,
perhaps 1000 B.C.
For a day following our mushroom adventure
Allan and I did little but discuss our experience. We had
attended a shamanistic rite with singing and dancing among
our Mixeteco friends which no anthropologist has ever before
described in the New World, a performance with striking
parallels in the shamanistic practices of some of the archaic
Palaeo-Siberian peoples. But may not the meaning of what we
had witnessed go beyond this'? The hallucinogenic mushrooms
are a natural product presumably accessible to men in many
parts of the world, including Europe and Asia. In man's
evolutionary past, as he groped his way out from his lowly
past, there must have come a moment in time when he
discovered the secret of the hallucinatory mushrooms. Their
effect on him, as I see it, could only have been profound, a
detonator to new ideas. For the mushrooms revealed to him
worlds beyond the horizons known to him, in space and time,
even worlds on a different plane of being, a heaven and
perhaps a hell. For the credulous primitive mind, the
mushrooms must have reinforced mightily the idea of the
miraculous. Many emotions are shared by men with ,the animal
kingdom, but awe and reverence and the fear of God are
peculiar to men. When we bear in mind the beatific sense of
awe and ecstasy and caritas engendered by the divine
mushrooms, one is emboldened to the point of asking whether
they may not have planted in primitive man the very idea of a
god.
MEXICAN drawing of 16th Century shows three
mushrooms, a man eating them and a god behind him,
who is speaking through the mushroom. |
It is no accident, perhaps, that the first
answer of the Spanish-speaking Indian, when I asked about the
effect of the mushrooms, was often this: Le llevan ahí
donde Dios está, "They carry you there where God
is," an answer that we have received on several
occasions, from Indians in different cultural areas, almost
as though it were in a sort of catechism. At all times there
have been rare soulsthe mystics and certain
poetswho have had access without the aid of drugs to
the visionary world for which the mushrooms hold the key.
William Blake possessed the secret: ''He who does not imagine
in . . . stronger and better light than his perishing mortal
eye can see, does not imagine at all." But I can testify
that the mushrooms make those visions accessible to a much
larger number. The visions that we saw must have come from
within us, obviously. But they did not recall anything that
we had seen with our own eyes. Somewhere within us there must
lie a repository where these visions sleep until they are
called forth. Are the visions a subconscious transmutation of
things read and seen and imagined, so transmuted that when
they are conjured forth from the depths we no longer
recognize them? Or do the mushrooms stir greater depths
still, depths that are truly the Unknown?
N each of our successive trips to the Indian
peoples of southern Mexico, we have enlarged our knowledge of
the use of the divine mushrooms, and as our knowledge has
increased, new and exciting questions keep arising. We have
found five distinct cultural areas where the Indians invoke
the mushrooms, but the usage varies widely in every area.
What is needed is a perceptive approach by trained
anthropologists in every area, cooperating with mushroom
specialists. Of these latter there are in the whole world
relatively few: mushrooms are a neglected field in the
natural sciences. In this field Professor Roger Heim is known
the world over. He is not only a man with vast experience in
the field of mushrooms: he is an outstanding scientist in
other fields, a man steeped in the humanities, the head of
the Museum National d'Histoire Naturelle in Paris. At an
early stage of our inquiries he had lent us his counsel, and
in 1956 our progress had been such as to justify him in
accompanying us on another field trip. There came with us
also a chemist, Professor James A. Moore of the University of
Delaware; an anthropologist, Guy Stresser-Pean of the
Sorbonne; and once again our loyal friend Allan Richardson as
photographer.
This time the immediate problem was to identify
the hallucinogenic mushrooms and to command a steady supply
of them for laboratory study. This is harder than a layman
would think. Though the early Spanish writers wrote about the
divine mushrooms four centuries ago, no anthropologist and no
mycologist had been sufficiently interested to pursue the
problem until our own generation. Those who know these
mushrooms are Indians belonging to tribes farthest removed
from us culturally, locked in their mountains remote from
highways, locked also behind the barrier of their languages.
One must win their confidence and overcome their suspicion of
white men. One must face the physical discomforts of life and
dangers of disease in the Indian villages in the rainy
season, when the mushrooms grow. Occasionally a white face is
seen in those parts in the dry season, but when the rains
come, those rare beingsmissionaries, archaeologists,
anthropologists, botanists, geologistsvanish. There are
other difficulties. Of the seven curanderos that by
now I have seen take the mushrooms, only two, Eva Mendez and
her daughter, were dedicated votaries. Some of the others
were equivocal characters. Once we saw a curandero take
only a token dose of mushrooms, and there was another who ate
and served to us a kind of mushroom that had no
hallucinogenic properties at all. Had we seen only him, we
should have come away thinking that the famed properties of
the mushrooms were a delusion, a striking instance of
autosuggestion. Do we discover here an effort at deception,
or had the dried mushrooms through age lost their peculiar
property? Or, much more interesting anthropologically, do
some shamans deliberately substitute innocent species for the
authentic kinds in a retreat from what is too sacred to be
borne? Even when we have won the confidence of a skilled
practitioner like Eva, the atmosphere must be right for a
perfect performance and there must be an abundance of
mushrooms. Sometimes even in the rainy season the mushrooms
are scarce, as we have learned from costly experience.
E now know that there are seven kinds of
hallucinogenic mushrooms in use in Mexico. But not all the
Indians know them even in the villages where they are
worshiped, and either in good faith or to make the visitor
happy, the curanderos sometimes deliver the wrong
mushrooms. The only certain test is to eat the mushrooms.
Professor Heim and we have thus established beyond challenge
the claims of four species. The next best thing is to obtain
multiple confirmation from informants unknown to each other,
if possible from various cultural areas. This we have done
with several additional kinds. We are now certain as to four
species, reasonably sure about two other kinds, and inclined
to accept the claims of a seventh, these seven belonging to
three genera. Of these seven, at least six appear to be new
to science. Perhaps in the end we shall discover more than
seven kinds.
The mushrooms are not used as therapeutic
agents: they themselves do not effect cures. The Indians
"consult" the mushrooms when distraught with grave
problems. If someone is ill, the mushroom will say what led
to the illness and whether the patient will live or die, and
what should be done to hasten recovery. If the verdict of the
mushroom is for death, the believing patient and his family
resign themselves: he loses appetite and soon expires and
even before his death they begin preparations for the wake.
Or one may consult the mushroom about the stolen donkey and
learn where it will be found and who took it. Or if a beloved
son has gone out into the worldperhaps as a wetback to
the statesthe mushroom is a kind of postal service: it
will report whether he still lives or is dead, whether he is
in jail, married, in trouble or prosperous. The Indians
believe that the mushrooms hold the key to what we call
extrasensory perception.
GROWING in Paris, cultures brought back from Mexico
by Heim produce mushrooms in his laboratory. These
are Psilocybe mexicana Heim. |
Little by little the properties of the
mushrooms are beginning to emerge. The Indians who eat them
do not become addicts: when the rainy season is over and the
mushrooms disappear, there seems to be no physiological
craving for them. Each kind has its own hallucinogenic
strength, and if enough of one species be not available, the
Indians will mix the species, making a quick calculation of
the right dosage. The curandero usually takes a large
dose and everyone else learns to know what his own dose
should be. It seems that the dose does not increase with use.
Some persons require more than others. An increase in the
dose intensifies the experience but does not greatly prolong
the effect. The mushrooms sharpen, if anything, the memory,
while they utterly destroy the sense of time. On the night
that we have described we lived through eons. When it seemed
to us that a sequence of visions had lasted for years, our
watches would tell us that only seconds had passed. The
pupils of our eyes were dilated, the pulse ran slow. We think
the mushrooms have no cumulative effect on the human
organism. Eva Mendez has been taking them for 35 years, and
when they are plentiful she takes them night after night.
The mushrooms present a chemical problem. What
is the agent in them that releases the strange
hallucinations? We are now reasonably sure that it differs
from such familiar drugs. as opium, coca, mescaline, hashish,
etc. But the chemist has a long road to go before he will
isolate it, arrive at its molecular structure and synthesize
it. The problem is of great interest in the realm of pure
science. Will it also prove of help in coping with psychic
disturbances?
My wife and I have traveled far and discovered
much since that day 30 years ago in the Catskills when we
first perceived the strangeness of wild mushrooms. But what
we have already discovered only opens up new vistas for
further study. Today we are about to embark on our fifth
expedition to the Mexican Indian villages, again seeking to
increase and refine our knowledge of the role played by
mushrooms in the lives of these remote peoples. But Mexico is
only the beginning. All the evidence relating to the
primitive beginnings of our own European cultures must be
reviewed to see whether the hallucinogenic mushroom played a
part there, only to be overlooked by posterity.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
For help in Middle America the author and Mrs. Wasson
are indebted in Mexico chiefly to Robert J. Weitlaner; to
Carmen Cook de Leonard and her husband, Donald Leonard;
to Eunice V. Pike, Walter Miller, Searle Hoogshagan, and
Bill Upson of the Summer Institute of Linguistics; also
to Gordon Ekholm of the American Museum of Natural
History, New York; and to Stephan F. de Borhegyi,
director of the Stovall Museum of the University of
Oklahoma. They are grateful for material aid granted to
them by the American Philosophical Society and the
Geschickter Fund for Medical Research, and also to the
Banco Nacional de Mexico for lending them its private
plane and the services of the excellent pilot, Captain
Carlos Borja. For mycological guidance they are primarily
indebted to Roger Heim, director of the Museum National
d'Histoire Naturelle, Paris. For general advice they are
most deeply indebted to Roman Jakobson of Harvard
University, Robert Graves of Majorca, Adriaan J. Barnouw
of New York, Georg Morgenstierne of the University of
Oslo, L. L. Hammerich of the University of Copenhagen,
Andre Martinet of the Sorbonne, and Rene Lafon of the
Faculte des Lettres at Bordeaux. In the article the names
of places and persons have been altered to preserve their
privacy.
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